drink, get drunk and forget

need to get rid of all the pests.
i hate bugs.
they shud all go away.
make them disappear!
NOW!!!

don't tell me what to do.
stop questioning. if i don't question ur intentions/actions, then don't question mine.
in a life full of doubt, suspicion and cruelty, we certainly don't need to contribute to that.
believe it is fully self-sustaining. in fact, thriving very well.
already feels like my life has been significantly shortened.

could use a couple of jagerbombs...
i was told, 6 and your eyes will go rolling.
i'm gonna try for 4!
let's see what happens.